Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Show me the Path...

I have been dealing with a personal struggle these past few days...but I'm not sure why. I have job security, a nice home, food to eat, a healthy body, a husband that loves me, a family that cares for me....so why this struggle? Why the emptiness? Why am I questioning everything?

I missed my Bible Study on Monday for a concert and I although we had a BLAST at the concert, I think I really need my Bible Study to help me get a jump-start on the week that lies ahead of me.

Overall, I think I just feel LOST.

"Show me the path where I should walk, O Lord; point out the right road for me to follow. Lead me by Your truth and teach me, for You are the God who saves, me all day long I put my hope in You."~ Psalm 25:4-5



9 comments:

Emily said...

Sorry to hear this. I will be praying you find peace.

Sarah Olesen (French) said...

Mrs. Knight,

I used to call you "P", but that was a few years back. I have been reading your blog all morning, I found it on Laura Frazier's. I will pray for you and your husband daily. Your faith in the Lord is so inspirational. I can honestly say it has made me examine my life and the way I am living it. The Lord will bless you, call it by faith.

Rach@In His Hands said...

Praying that HE makes the path clear......keep praying, friend, and diving into the Word!

Stuart and Sarah Creamer said...

I certainly know that feeling! We may feel lost, but God will direct our paths...even though they seem dark at times! Praying for you!

Amanda Mae said...

I understand this feeling...keep your faith and know that HE is in control. As I've said before, your blog is such an inspiration to me! You're in my prayers :)

Naturally Caffeinated Family said...

There are those days sometimes and it definitely helps and is so comforting to know that God's got everything under control :) He knows where we are and where we might want to be, He's got your hand girl, saying a prayer for you and thinking about you.

Alyson said...

I understand your feeling completely. Even in the midst of every good thing God has provided in life, not being a mom (yet) definitely makes me feel empty and lost as well. I know God has put this desire in my heart for a reason, it is just hard sometimes to be patient waiting for Him to fulfill it. I'm praying for you!

Mark and Niki said...

I followed your link here from a comment you left on another blog. The journey of infertility isn't an easy one. Praying for you ask you walk this path.

Kendra said...

I am so sorry to hear this...I know what you mean. I also know that the devil is NOT happy you are doing a new Bible study and growing even closer to Him...the enemy will attack even more now!!! I will be praying for you =)
P.s. aren't you just loving Esther??