I am letting go of my ways,
finally letting go after all these years.
And as myself is dying,
Jesus is trying to come through.
God tell me why I'm hurting.
Does this mean that I'm healing?
This painful trip I'm taking, will it be over soon?
Will it be over soon?
I have become, comfortably numb.
But You said it's not what I was, but what I am becoming,
that's how You see me.
Not who I hope to be,
but who I am.
I was afraid to walk,
but now I'm running,
to who I am becoming.
I think I have listened to this song about 10 times already. It just speaks directly to my heart and who I am becoming because of this journey.