I have gotten to the point in this journey of trying to have a baby where I am just plain tired.
Tired of medications, tired of waiting, tired of worrying, tired of trying, tired of hoping, tired of planning, and literally just TIRED!
I've decided to just lay low and listen.
I'm going to lay it all at His feet and listen to what He says.
I'll be back to blogland after I've had some time to process this plan He has set before me.
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I have been right there and remember it so vividly. I will be praying for clarity and God's presence for you during this time. Remember no matter what- He loves you more than you can imagine and He has great plans for you.
PRAYING....praying praying praying.
I have been there.
Praying God opens your heart and speaks clearly to you, my friend.
I am with you sister...I will be parying for you.
Lisa :)
I am sorry and I know exactly how you feel! I am just TIRED too!!!
Oh Lianna, I'm tired for you...you've travelled this journey tirelessly and I know you're physically and emotionally exhausted. I love you both and want so much to ease your pain. Know I'm praying...
I don't comment very often, but I pray for you alot. This month marks 4.5 yrs for my husband and I trying to have children and 2.5 yrs trying to adopt. We still do not have children and don't have a clear path forward. We have been at the point where we were tired, exhausted, just plain done. God loves His children and will give us the desires of our hearts - in HIS perfect time! I will continue to pray and want to encourage you to take the time necessary to regroup, but don't give up (unless you are at peace with it).
Lianna~ when I read this post I could not help but think that God is PREPARING you sweet friend.
Preparing you for what is about to be...all those thing you mentioned that you are tired of will never go away when you do beome a Mommy.
Medications, Waiting, worrying, trying, hoping, planning and just being tired are all major parts of parenting (with much more added).
So when I read this, I thought to myself, God has already spoken to you. Now he is just preparing you, because the BEST IS YET TO COME!
Lianna,
Why. Is a question that I ask so many times to myself each day. As each day goes by, my hopes start to diminish more and more. I wish I could have more faith, Its easy to have the faith for one year or even two years but then it all starts to feel pointless and hollow. I have my good days when its easy to have faith, then others when I want to give up. All the support I get from all the fellow infertile women helps me so much. Please know that you can vent anytime and we will understand where you are coming from and what you mean. Also another thing that has really helped me with reading blogs is that it helps me to realize that these feeling that I'm having that I think are horrible and ungrateful are really normal. AND ITS NOT JUST ME! lol
Ptaying for you!
Lianna, when I read your post I started to cry because I know exactly how you feel. My husband and I have been dealing with infertility and it is an exhausting process. I just started reading your blog a little bit ago
I pray for you and your family every night. Please know that you have so many people praying and supporting you.
Adriana
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