Sunday, July 12, 2009

Negative...but still Believing.

I wonder why something like this...

...can absolutely RUIN my day! Who am I kidding? It actually RUINS my month!!!


So this is why I have been in a funk ALL day long. I didn't feel like doing anything today, although I know that is not the right attitude. So I got home from church today...thank GOD I didn't have to work in the nursery...and then I took a two hour nap. But sometimes, especially on days like this, it just takes every single thing I have to keep going; even with my day-to-day plans.


So although my test was a negative...I'm trying to think positive about our upcoming plans. My birthday is Thursday....woohoo ( I love my birthday). And then we'll be heading to Biloxi to meet my parents for a long weekend. The following week, the DH and I are staying in Destin and Pensacola Beaches and I can't WAIT. When we return we'll start making plans for our next step in the Growing Our Own Garden.


If you can believe, all things are possible to him who believes.”~Matthew 8:23

14 comments:

Amanda Mae said...

I'm sorry that it was negative and that it ruined your day. I understand how things like that can ruin a day...I felt the same way last week when I missed my window of opportunity for us to go and have the PCT done.

I am glad that you'll be going on vacation soon and hope that you can relax and enjoy time with the family!!

Laura Ann said...

No words....praying for YOU!

Kelli said...

I hope your vacations are relaxing and fun! Keep thinking positive!!

Heather said...

You continue to be in my thoughts & prayers. I so remember those days feeling like my world was crushed. Hang in there. God has a plan for you....You WILL be a mommy one day. Can't wait to walk that journey with you!

HopingandWaiting said...

So sorry. I can't even take those tests anymore. :( Glad you have some fun stuff to look forward to! Vacation sounds oh so fun! When do you go back to school?

Jenna said...

Oh Lianna, I'm sorry. I'm praying for you always! I hope you enjoy your vacations!

Lisa said...

Thinking and praying for you! I am right there with ya girl--mine was a negative this month too.

Hope you enjoy your vacation and glad you (and your DH) are enjoying the head massager!

Lisa :)

Heather said...

Lianna- I have had you on my heart so much since I read this last night and want you to know I have been constantly interceding for you in prayer. I am so sorry. I remember those feelings so well and don't think I will EVER be able to look at a pregnancy test without all of that rushing back to me. I am so sorry. I am still believing God and trusting Him to give you the desires of your heart!!!
Have a good vacation!

Nick and Kandy +1 said...

i know how disappointing those negatives can be. keep your chin up, we are praying for you and your family!!

Kendra said...

PRAYING that that is the LAST negative test you see my friend!! I am asking the Lord to let it be!!!!!!!

SweetTeaOnTheRiver said...

Know you are upset, but praying this is the last time you will see a negative test! Use this vaca to relax and rest - and to have some fun time...free from stress so you can come back with a new outlook and plans for the new year!!

The Dyess Family said...

Just curious as to where you live...(the city, not your address). I live in Mobile, AL and used Dr. Inge and Dr. Koulianos for RE's and absolutely loved them, so I was just going to recommend them if you are near the area. You can just comment back on my blog or email me. lindsayclarkdyess@mac.com

amy (metz) walker said...

I understand that feeling! Have a good, restful retreat to the beach, friend.

noahandlylasmommi said...

Happy early Birthday! Hope you have a wonderful time.