Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Never Let Go...

I received my first EVER infertility award from Amanda.



I was honored...but at the same time, I was honestly sad to have received this award. Infertility is something that I would NEVER wish on anyone. I must admit that I have met the most amazing women and I am so honored to share this journey with them, but I must say...it has been A JOURNEY and I can NEVER LET GO of the desire I have to be a mother. I heard this song for the first time on Angie's blog...she had it playing on the video of the birth of her sweet Audrey Caroline. I think I've listened to it a MILLION times since then...and I can't listen to it without a few tears creeping up into my eyes.

When disaster came...you never let go, oh my soul fills with hope...you never let go, in joy and pain...you never let go, in sun and rain...you never let go.




I will never let go...2009 has many new beginnings for me.


5 comments:

Laura Ann said...

Your day is ahead Lianna...hold onto hope and keep the faith.

Cathy said...

Keep the faith sweetie...I know 2009 is your year! Love you!

Micah Lovinggood said...

Just stumbled across your blog and as I read your posts I sit here in tears and cry out to God to send a blessing your way soon! You have ministered to me in so many ways! Keep up the faith!
Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. - James 1:2-4

Jennifer said...

lianna~ your day is coming! and i know you will be a wonderful mother.

i continue to pray for you everyday and for the miracle that God is going to bless you with.

stay strong! this is going to be your year!!

Bethany G. said...

Ugh, I hear you. Infertility is not for the faint of heart and is harder than I can put into words. The hardest part is that there are reminders EVERYWHERE! Babies-ouch! Pregnant women-ouch! The questions-ouch! The list goes on....